New term gonna start real soon. I'm looking kinda excited initially & was really looking forward to seeing this coming monday. Yet, there is a part of me which is not ready. I'm afraid tht I won't be able to make it for these 3 years. I have no confidence. However, this is my passion, it's what I wanna do since since sec 3. It's my only interest. I do not wish my dream to be destroyed under my own hands. I really need to strive the best. I must prove to others tht I can do it. I dn't want to dissapoint those who has put their trust in me. Thus, this is my chance & I'm gonna prove to them tht Sheila can do it. This is my commitment . I don't want to see my mum's hard-earned money to go wasted. I want her to be proud of me. I am thankful tht I'm given the chance yo enter to UNLV. I don't want the same thng to happenned to my O lvl result repeating again in my UNLV's result. History repeating itself? NO WAY!
I just hope my LAZINESS VIRUS WILL BE DESTROYED =)

Sometimes I Do Hate My Life

I don't understand why, just because I have nothing to do N free, means u can just throw all your stuffs n let me do it. Ok, its nt tht I am being unhelpful. It's just tht sumtimes the stuff u ask us 2 do really piss me off. If u wanna balance work and family stuff, then do it properly. Dont just because u wanna work, then u can dump all ur other stuffs to others. Its freaking irritating, u know? ya, I know I should help u willingly since I am your daughter.But, does tht mean I must follow everywords u say? Its freaking irritating. I have my own life for goodness sake. I know u mean good. U trying to create a better future for us and not wanting us to be in the same state as yours. But, hello, excuse me, even though we still young, bt i thnk we knw what we r doing. Please, stop controlling me. I 'm going crazy. Let me do what I wanna do. Hard-method doesn't work on me. I jolly well knw what I wanna do. Even if I may do wrng, let me regret it myself as I choose my own path. I do not wish to have any regrets coz of someone deciding my own life. Of course, u may still give advices and comments, but I can choose not to listen. I am not being stubborn, or whatsoever. But sumtimes, Its really bother me. Futher more, u r undecisive abt ur decisions. SO tell me, can I really follow u? I aint trying to be unfilial here. I am just voicing out my unhapiness. Seriously, I hate myself in this state. I trying to balance my emotions, and some other stuffs. Can u just let me have a break?

UHUY!!! peeps, I am back =)

Hi everybody sorry tht i had not been updating my blogs. I just dont feel like blogging and I dont knw what to blog. Ok, recent random updates which I think u peeps might want to know :

1. I had abt 1 mth holiday till 3 sept
2. My new uni is University Of Nevada Las Vegas. Situated @ national library level 11.
3. My bf and I are still 2gether . ( Thank GOD )
4. I have short hair.
5. I DAMN miss all of my friends.
   

yeap, thts all wad had happened 2 me. till then, ciaoz.